Light Bulb Moment

I have realized it doesnt matter what I say or do. So I will just stay in my house and just become a recluse. If I do or dont do or say anything I will get the blame for it. I dont have the care in me anymore. If they want to trash my house my car fine whatever, I cant stop people from believing what they want to. I have done things in my life I aint proud of but I never went after someone just cause so and so said this person said this that and the other. I would ask the person did you say this or do that. But in this case I just get the blame. Fine whatever. My give a damn is busted you broke me do whatever you are going to do. Hope it makes you feel better cause I just dont care. I see grown ups acting like children and if getting me and my family makes you feel better about yourself then go for it.