Always interesting

Forgot how to explain to a small child about lying. My 4yr old has been on a lying streak. I dont get it. Its all silly things, so I guess she is just trying out this new found idea. So today she got to spend the day in her room. It was an interesting day to say the least. She didnt pester too much to come out of her room until Daddy came home. They had their own lil chat about lying. So if there are no lies and she stays in her bed, whole different problem, we will go swimming at Grandma's tomorrow. I hope she doesnt lie and stays in her bed its gonna be way too hot tomorrow I want to go swimming.

Lil Help From My Friends

I was just thinking about what new recipes I could try. Making the same things over and over just gets boring. No one likes boring. So I would like to know what are some of you and your families favorite recipes or things to eat???? Plus since its been hot its been a lot of salads and light foods. I want to know what you really love to eat.

Light Bulb Moment

I have realized it doesnt matter what I say or do. So I will just stay in my house and just become a recluse. If I do or dont do or say anything I will get the blame for it. I dont have the care in me anymore. If they want to trash my house my car fine whatever, I cant stop people from believing what they want to. I have done things in my life I aint proud of but I never went after someone just cause so and so said this person said this that and the other. I would ask the person did you say this or do that. But in this case I just get the blame. Fine whatever. My give a damn is busted you broke me do whatever you are going to do. Hope it makes you feel better cause I just dont care. I see grown ups acting like children and if getting me and my family makes you feel better about yourself then go for it.

Peaceful life?????????

I have let things go moved on. But I guess that doesn't matter. I still get blamed for things I have nothing to do with. I just want to go on with my life without anymore drama. I cant deal with being blamed for things I had nothing to do with, If I had done something I would own it. I haven't I let everything drop. I wanted to live in peace and hoped the best for everyone. Someone thinks I have been sneaking and making phone calls and reports that I haven't. I haven't even thought about or would I have even known where to start with the things I am being accused of doing. I wish whom ever is causing this would stand up and admit it. Until then I get blamed and my child threatened. I have no reason to meddle in their lives. I wish them the best in everything they do. I just want them to go on with their lives and let me do the same. So for now I guess I will just keep hoping and praying things will get better. That everyone will just go on with their lives in peace.

Just to be done

I just realized I have to go back to court Thursday to pay $100 fine and so they can say its all cleaned up. Its just so rediculious that I even have to do this. Its like I get punished for being nice.I dont understand why, but I guess there are somethings there isnt and answer to. This just happens to be one of those times. I would love to just be done with this whole thing. I hope come Thursday it ALL comes to and end. Just be able to go on with my life with those who I want in it. I guess there is a lesson to be learned be careful who you are "friends" with and what you do to others good or bad.

Honestly

I have been childish over the past few days. I know better I really do. My feelings were hurt, but doesnt give me an excuse. I have learned that in our lives we do and say things we dont mean but once said you cant unsay them. I can only apologize for my actions. I just want to wish everyone the best in life.  I thought this through and its done and over as far as I am concerned. I just want to wish everyone the best in life. I hope the same for myself too.
On this 4th of July may we all give thanks for our independance and those who fought and still fight for our wonderful country.